somekind of ...........??

may be i am a stupid girl who is chasing after a GUY that will never be hers ..

why cant just someone volunteered to show me what LOVE is actually ?

HAHAHAHAH ... i still miss those days with him :(

and i hope next year i could move away from that school cuz i had enough pain and plessure with him :D

if you read this , i know you know who is the person that i wanted to mention but i just cant :)

im kinda bz with my sister's wedding :s

i hope that he can come to my sister's wedding on 12 Dec :D

*hoping so well ^^

raya 2010 :)

my family:

from left; aswad , baba (mohmad amin), mama(samsina), marlina and adik(me) :) 

 

RAYA RAYA RAYA :D ..
 i miss Ramadhan .. i miss fasting and berbuka puase at school :/

huhu.. Kampung Lindungan & Parit No.3,Parit Usop,Muar,Johor are my parents' hometown ,
we went mama's hometown which was at Bandar Sunway on the first day Aidilfitri ..

hehehe.. i hope this year duiet raya is more than last year :)
btw, this year i can't enjoy so much because of the PMR :OO
haiiyooohh ..

so everytime raya ,  i can't put too much myself in this RAYA mood maaaa ....
how pitiful me..

but i bet i will enjoy much after the PMR and started to slow down the joy when it comes to December ..
PMR RESULT !!!! that is the scariest thing in my world :/
 

school holiday + raya mood + pmr :0

oh my gee ! Haluu haluu :p
im a little bored nowadays ,
wondering what should i do ,
to stabilised all my studies , raya and cuti :0

school holidays make me boredlaa oii .
Morning sahur , tdur then study .
Aftrnoon watch tv , tdur .
Night berbuka , study , sleep . .

All this are just going to increase my weight .
Waka waka .
If school best jgak .
Kdgkdg tu myampah tngok muka dia , kdgkdg suka tngok .
Paling syok bila dapt kcau dia . .
Brgadoh dgn dia ? That is the 1st thing will happens when we meet . . .
Dia suka cr pasal , dahlah tuh suka bwt org rasa guilty .
Huhuhuhu .
Jumjum , if i ada snapang , da lama i shoot his head .
Heheheh .

never be mine

close your eyes now ,
stay awake oh just tonite ,
no more crying ,
just remember , it will be just me and you now ,
let the people see ,
how we used to be ,
but just let it be swept away ,
because i never thought that i am fall in love with the wrong guy . .

Chorus :
just stop being so annoyedly,
there is no more i can do ,
i wish i could get back to the past ,
and i wish you never be mine ,
so long our memories ,
goodbye to our pasts ,
because now i know ,
which is the wrong and the right .

You acted so kindly ,
talked so smoothly ,
listened so patiently ,
and that made a very excellent lies . . .
No , why should i . .
Care when you with her ,
i bet that she will cry ,
like the way i did last time ,

chorus :
just stop being so annoyedly,
there is no more i can do ,
i wish i could get back to the past ,
and i wish you never be mine ,
so long our memories ,
goodbye to our pasts ,
because now i know ,
which is the wrong and the right ,

hey , you . . Hey , you . .
I wish i wish i wish . .
That you will never be mine .

no more you

staring into my eyes ,
like there was something i should know ,
i couldnt understand what so please just tell me why ,
im so tired acting like a jerk ,
when there were you with another girl ,

tell me something i dont know ,
so that i can let you go ,
no more rumors no more love ,
that was what i gotta get rid off ,
no matter what you want to tell ,
everyone about your fake stories ,
i wont care anymore like i always did . .

Chorus :
you wont see the differents between she and me ,
i will show you the way that i act so professionally ,
i shouldnt waste my time ,
for wondering what the thing will be ,
when there is no more you and me . .

Doesnt it freaking funny ,
when the girl acts so jealousy ,
why should she gazed at me like the way i did ?
She shouldnt be worried about me ,
coz im the innocent but her boyfie is a devil , yeah , it's you boy ..
when i saw her boyfie ,
flirt with some other chicks ,
i could just laugh and smiling . .


Chorus :
you wont see the differents between she and me ,
i will show you the way that i act so professionally ,
i shouldnt waste my time ,
for wondering what the thing will be ,
when there is no more you and me . .

Yeah , it's true . . I did fall for you ,
but i should have thanked god ,
for showing me the truth . .
Now that i can't wait to see the way you plead me ,
like you always do . .

Now hey , boy . .
There is no more me and you ,
but if there is something ,
i will make it sure that i wont let it be true . .

Lyric: mira

:) maybe this is the real fact that i should accept

hye hye yayayya !!!! :)

i have been thinking lately , and i have made myself clear about this solitary life ..
it becomes more worst if i keep on blaming everyone and even myself ..
i should try to solve it slowly so that no one will hurts and no more problem coming ..

that boy really get me annoyed ;((
i hate him woah !! no wonder everyone hates him except for the blind ..
hahahh ... he is a playboy , if he could dumped me that fast so why he can't dumped his new gf ritee ..??

he thinks he is smart enough to breaks me down ..
NO WAY !! im a player too so let bring this game on !! :)

 playboy vs playgirl ..
this will be greater than FIFA ..

just for you ;p

hahah ..

today sambut teacher's day ..

i mcm biase ah bt this year lgsung ta brape best .. :((

so i walked around the school with my friends and izzah tak dtg woah ..

huhuh ..

tbetbe my fren ckp - aku cbar kau bgambar dgn jum ..

then aida called jum and he came .. i was so shocked but i cover ..

then i bdiri sblah jum and aida bdiri sblah jum gak . when yana nak tgkap , aida cabut ..

kureng btol minah nie -,-

hahaha then i did tanduk at him .. wahh , dhlah i gdoh dgn die .

haha ..

then teachers played sukaneka and habis jea sume tuh ..

my adik bought me a flower :)

wahh , love Natasha ....

hahah then i said to my friends - mcmane if aku bg flower nie kt jum ..

they like err.. they didnt believe me that i can give jum flower ..

then i suh aisyah bg , jum ckp - tade tlis nama pon kt sini , sape bg ?

aisyah tnjuk kat i ..cam sngal jer -,-

then jum ckp - ckp kt kwn awk tuh trima kasih eyh ..

then diorg gi jerit kat i - wey , die ckp trima kasih !!

i was liked sakaii btol  korang ..

then jum gave to me back and said - if nak bg , bg by hand ah ..

fine !

then i took the flower from him and gave to him back ..

and i said- nah , just for you ,,

and i smiled ! it was like ..OH MY GOSSHHH ... <3

naahh , this is what i called nothing is impossible ..

all my friends like 'whttheheck ...??'

i had prove it to them that im not that shy ;pp

hahha

let me sing the lullabies

i am started to feel something new in my heart ,
something deeply beautiful outside but bleeding inside ..

i always wanted to hold your hands and put them at my chest ,
so that you can feel my heart beats are faster when you are in front of me,
i can't deny that yeah , i started to fall in love again..

love it when you sit , love it when you walk,
love everything about you from bottom to the top .

i still remember the way you look at me ,
every second that i took to breathe ,
those days will never be deleted from my memories ..

oh my little darling, come closer a bit ,
let me sing you my special nite lullabies ,
i know you are tired to stay up tonite,

you know right that im hard to fall in love ,
and it is hard when im started to love ,
naahhh ...

love it when you sit , love it when you walk,
love everything about you from bottom to the top .

let me sing the lullabies that i have written for you ,
tell me the melody ,
then we will remember its lyrics ,
there is no way to turn back ,
my heart is locked ,

so thats why ..
i still remember the way you look at me ,
every second that i took to breathe ,
those days will never be deleted from my memories ..

let just the day is fill with me and you ,
oh oh oh this love is at where it is fade ,
now let us make it stand straight ,

let just go off all the pain ,
and after this , it won't be the same ...

love it when you sit , love it when you walk,
love everything about you from bottom to the top .
oh my little darling, come closer a bit ,
let me sing you my special nite lullabies ,
i know you are tired to stay up tonite,

and , i have found the reason why ...